I don't know if doing this will help me or what but its worth a try. I've been isolated once again and something that I have learned in the past is that typing it out helps get it out of me. Specially when there isn't someone to talk to. So yeah, I am feeling pretty lonely right now. Funny thing is that when I am when someone I don't talk much. I don't know what the reason for that is. Sometimes I even wonder if the other person gets bored of me. I like the silence. It is something that I know very well and I am very used to it. Of course not everyone is a fan of that. They may feel that it is a bad sign lol not me, unless I know you are a talker and you are silent. Then yes I would see that as a bad sign.

Ahhh I am rambling....In a few more weeks I will start my training for a new job. I am quite excited about that. I see it as an opportunity for  me to grow. I am looking into getting my own place. I am in need of my own space, privacy, some sanity and some silence. This will be a big step for me to take. On my own....I am quite excited for that too.

A new chapter to my life will soon begin. A new journey. What will await for me?