Wednesday, January 5, 2011
There are no words to describe my emotions right now. Its so confusing, its overwhelming, I have begun this year with a positive attitude but OMG its hard to keep things in good perspective. Sometimes I feel like the darkness is coming over me like a shadow. I know that I shouldn't be listening to my heart right now, yup fuck you heart, you only get me in trouble and heartache! Seriously?! I don't like to go through the whole process of well ya tu sabes. I really thought that i had found it! No let me rephrase that, I know that i did find it. But life is so funny that it said fuck you, what you want is not there for you but elsewhere. Oh yeah and fuck you again kus what you want don't want you anymore! Shit....give me a break will you. From the first time i met them i was like "holy shit! u gotta be kidding me this dude listens to everything i do!! wow thats a first lol" Literally thats what went though my mind, then the next thing was "i wonder if he knows others that like this stuff too?" hahaha its a really nice memory, but then well getting to know each other more, i realized that i was going to fall for him, i knew i would, i even told him (without thinking it ) that i was scared of them. Yeah mistake 1. I should have been more cautious. I should have blah blah blah, to late now it has already happened. Lets jump back to the present kus thats where we live. Ummm yeah so shit happens now im back to being me. I will stand by my way of thinking kus in reality it seems thats all i know. So fuck it. Where are those guys that we all hear about? They don't exist. My hopes in men gets smaller and smaller, GUYS ARE FUCKING TARDS! seriously? grow a pair you pussies and just got for it balls out! Like always imma forget about all this shit and just worry bout my ass. Trust NO ONE! tell nothing. Seems i live by those words. Live and fucking forget your ass ever came into my life.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
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