So much has happened and feels like i'm left behind. I don't think i am coping with things the way that i should. I know i'm trying to have the upper hand on the game. And i feel like i do but sometimes things get a bit weird and i'm wondering what happened. I'm not letting myself over think things and that's good because that leads to dark places LOL. I just want to live each day as best as i can. I don't have a care in the world about what happens next, i'm not worrying about it. I am just letting it come its way and I will deal with it when it comes. Guess I just want to focus on me, on whats best for me. No one has good intentions as far as i concerned. Don't let them get in my way, i have a goal to accomplish and set. I'm on my way can't let it get out of focus. That's the objective. 

Only a few months left......few more weeks, several more days.......