Sometimes it is hard to stand up straight with your shoulders held back and head held high. It takes a lot of strength and courage to keep yourself on a positive note, to keep fighting for what you believe, for what you want. If you don’t do it for yourself who will?

I dislike being at the bottom of the sea. It’s a dark and cold place to be where no one should be, but when things the way they are right now its kind off hard not to be. I am close to getting in to school that is my main priority but on the other hand I am stressing on my stupid work permit. I just can’t stand the waiting any longer. I want to get going start working start saving and get the heck out of the crazy place. I need to work a lot on myself and being on my own will so help me out a lot. But just like anything I need to start off somewhere and baby steps. That very first one I took, I submitted my application to get my EAD next step is to await it……The step that sucks the most. Like I haven’t done enough waiting already! I am not setting my goals to high on the job search I know that, I need to stick to the basics, like I said baby steps. Ahhhh I don’t like waiting!!!!!!